Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I MISS YOU!~ A Whisper from the Father


As I sat on my bed gazing at the window,
I felt the absence of my late dad
"Oh How I Miss You Dad!"
As I pondered over the short time
I spent with him
A voice.....
Heavenly yet still & small
Whispered to my tiny yet curious ears
"Oh How I Miss You Daughter!"
"Wait a minute! Did I just heard my dad?"
Whispered the Voice again
"I Miss You"

Then knew I t'was Him
The Father of all fathers
Longing for my presence
Yearning for my time
Oh how comforting and refreshing...
The Creator of the Universe calling me His own
"How can this be?"
Going to and fro
The Ups and the Downs
In the Hustle and Bustle of this Life
"How can I spend time with Him?"

Then heard I the Voice.....
Heavenly yet still & small
Whispering to my tiny yet curious ears...
"So busy!
So Consumed!
So Heavy Laden!
But I AM! Busy Daughter
I longed for your presence
I yearn for your time
Behold I stand at your door
Calling Day in
Knocking night out
Will you.....
Hear me enough to allow me a place in your chaotic life?
Come to Me!
Take my easy yoke upon you
Allow my light burden to simplify you
I Miss you"





Thursday, June 11, 2009

IT IS NOT OVER UNTIL IT IS OVER!

In the game of football, when the final whistle hasn’t been blown, the losing team no matter the number of goal difference plays its best, striving to have a draw score. The aggressiveness and incredible display of strength by the scored-down team is out of sheer hope; the team believes, even, at the last minute, it can score equalizing goals and perhaps, defeat the winning team with additional goal. They are saying “It is not over until it is over!” I make a reference at this juncture to a football team in Africa that goes by the motto: ‘Never say die until the bones are rotten’. They believe even the bones can still have life once they are not rotten. However, this is not always the case for losing teams in a football match. Matter-of-factly, some losing teams, become hypnotized by the goal difference so much that, it affects how they play; their game certainly go into pieces, they become retarded out of sheer reluctance and hopelessness!

Most Christians are like the losing team that are hypnotized by the goal difference; once the opponent score them down, they become overwhelmed and throw in the towel. Some are even affected negatively with only the first goal that comes within few minutes into the game. The enemy has entangled us with so many challenges that have become thorns in our lives, and most of us have already given up at the first fight to shake those thorns off. One thing worthy of note though is that, once we give up, the thorns will pierce us deeper and deeper and cause more pain; at the end, what we will have is a big scar. If we fight on with our hope in God, strength in His word, and power of our prayers, by the grace, favour and faithfulness of God, the wounds will.
I become burdened when I see some Christians, giving up too easily and quickly on their race of the Christian life when God has something beautiful and wonderful for those who hold on fast and never give up till the end; it is written in the Word, ‘He makes all things beautiful in His time’ (Eccl 3:11). In our fight of faith, many of us lose the battle. The cares of the world becomes thorns in our lives and our seed bears no fruit(Matt 13:22). We give up on the good fight, fallen on the way, and we lose the crown(Rev 2:10), and this burdens my heart.

God has a purpose for each and every one of us, which we must all strive to get into. There are some who settle for the second rate when God has the original for us. We are too apprehensive and irritated by the length of time our blessings is taking to come, so much that we settle for the less or even give up completely. Our Lord Jesus could have given in, called down His heavenly army and fought back against the chief officers and Pharisees who wanted to take His life. He could have gained the earthly honour of conquering His foes, made Himself the King He was on earth here and had all the dignity and honour this world could give. But He knew His purpose, and that God had better things for Him, that even at the last point when He was overwhelmed with the suffering He had to go through, He fought on; He endured and prayed for more strength to get to the end of His battle. In the end, He had a heavenly crown of a King, was glorified at the right hand side of God and given all power both in Heaven and earth. It was only at the end of His work on the cross that He said, ‘It is finished!’ When God hasn’t said ‘I’m done’, don’t say, ‘It is finished’. Don’t call it done what God hasn’t completed.

God had promised Abraham to make of him a great nation and bless him(Gen 12:2). He had also promised he would give the land of Canaan to his seed. All these the Lord promised when Abraham had no child of his own. It took a while for these promises to come true, and Abraham went through twists and turns before the promise came to pass. God took him through a long process, molding him to fit what He wanted to give to him. The promise of a seed of his own to inherit the land of Canaan and make him a great nation was tarrying, and Abraham could have settled for the riches God gave him along the way(Gen 13:2), refused to obey God anymore and renounced the other promise, but he knew God wasn’t finished with him yet. It is only when he waited upon the Lord and sought His face in remembrance of His promise to him that his vision came to pass. Most of us, we are saying it is the end when God hasn’t finished with us yet. We think the situation is taking too long to effect a change and we have swayed from God and His promise to us to a place where we think it is ok for us. We are like clay, telling the potter in the middle of the molding, ‘that is enough; I like myself this way, I want to look this way, don’t mold me anymore’. Note worthily, a pot that is halfway molded will surely come to ruins; it is not over until it is over.

Hannah was a childless woman who earnestly wanted to see a change in her situation. She went to pray in the temple everyday, beseeching God for a child(ISam 1:10-11). She might have been doing this for weeks, months or probably years, but had such energy of hope. Descriptively, she had been praying everyday for this cause until she conceived. Another instance is Zechariah and Elizabeth’s quest for a child. The contemporary church lacks the spirit of perseverance and hope; we get baffled in our unpleasant situations and allow the situation to entangle us. We get coiled in a corner of despair and gloom that we miss out what God has for us. Sometimes, all we have to do is to say a word of prayer and the situation would be changed; Jesus said, ‘Hitherto have ye asked nothing in my name: ask, and ye shall receive, that your joy may be full’(Jn 16:24). In the gospel, Jesus makes known to us persistence and perseverance in our quest for God’s hand is what will open great doors for us(Luke 18:1-8). We must continue to seek the face of God and shake the heavens with our earnest and fervent prayers until God intervenes in our situation. We must be like Jacob who wrestled with and said to the angel of the Lord, ‘…I will not let thee go, except thou bless me’ (Gen 32:26).

Though the promises of God might take long to come, with hope, perseverance and faith, we need to hold on steadfastly unto God’s Word until we receive from Him; for whatever He had said, He would do, though it lingers(Hab 2:3). We must shake the gates of heavens with persistent earnest prayers until the problem is done with. Many of us need the spirit of Paul, who was pressing on toward the goal for a victorious crown(Ph 3:14;1Corin 9:25). When the final whistle hasn’t been blown, don’t throw in the towel; keep the fire of hope and perseverance burning brightly until you see light at the end of the tunnel. A good adage says, ‘It is those who strive on once the effort seem wasted who will win’. Fight the good fight with all thy might; Christ as your strength. Lay hold on life and it shall be your joy and crown eternally!

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Psalm 42 (As the Deer)



As the deer pants for the water brooks,
So pants my soul for You, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?[b]
My tears have been my food day and night,
While they continually say to me,
“Where is your God?”
Psalm 42


As the deer panteth for the water so my soul longeth after Thee....
I feel like the Shulamite waking from a bad dream.
I know that things are not as they seem.
More of the world and less of You.
If this continues,
I don't know what I'd do.
Though I say I want to be where you are,
I can't help but notice where my heart,
Is not near but far
Away from your love, faintly searching for the patter of Your heart.

Oh Romeo, Oh Romeo.
Where for art thou Romeo?
The knight in shining armor who brings me fame.
Come rescue me once again
Before I naively profane Your name.
What is in a name?
A rose by any other name would smell as sweet
But by Your name, only, can I make demons fall to my feet.
Dear Jesus, let my heart skip up past adversity like hinds feet.
As I cry out to You like a sinking Pete,
Oh, I know You are near; close within arm's reach.
Without You my Love, I have no peace.
Without You my Love, I have no sleep.
My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak.
Diligently I will search, Your face I will seek.
Not resting, til I find myself at Your feet.
Like Ruth, snuggling her Kinsman Redeemer,
Father, grant the desires of this restless dreamer....

Friday, June 5, 2009

SET IT OFF-Unleashing the miraculous through the Spoken Word

Exodus 4:10-12 And Moses said unto the LORD, O my Lord, I am not eloquent, neither heretofore, nor since thou hast spoken unto thy servant: but I am slow of speech, and of a slow tongue. 11 And the LORD said unto him, Who hath made man’s mouth? or who maketh the dumb, or deaf, or the seeing, or the blind? have not I the LORD? 12 Now therefore go, and I will be with thy mouth, and teach thee what thou shalt say.

Moses was sent on overwhelming task of liberating the whole nation of Israel from their cruel oppression in Egypt. It was inevitable that he will have to stand before the Pharaoh to argue his case. Therefore, he needed to be a good speaker to present his argument. However, Moses was not a good speaker. He was slow of speech and slow tongue. He was a stammerer and also not fluent in his expression. He needed to be a good orator and a excellent communicator to be effective in fulfilling the assignment that God had called him. What he needed the most for such task was his obvious deficiency. Therefore, Moses complained of his inadequacy for the assignment. He will be considered a joke for speaking for God whiles yet stammering and fluttering in his communication.

It is surprising to note that even after the divine encounter and calling he was still left a stammerer and slow of speech.
Ex 4:10 And Moses said unto the LORD, O my Lord, I am not eloquent, neither heretofore, nor since thou hast spoken unto thy servant: but I am slow of speech, and of a slow tongue.
The encounter did not empower his obvious weakness. He was still stammering after he had been called. Though the assignment needed an effective orator, God left him a stammerer. How can such a visitation leave him such gullible? How can he say he is a messenger of the Lord yet cannot speak well? How can God send him yet not empower him with what he needed the most for the assignment?
When he complained of his inadequacy God rebuked him for questioning His judgment. God reminded Moses that He is the one that created the mouth of everyman. If God created the mouth then He can definitely empower him with eloquence or oratory if He deemed it necessary for the task. His failure to be empowered with oratory was not an oversight or inability on the side of God but a deliberate and determinate divine decision. God did not consider excellent speech as a necessity for the assignment though Moses assumed that such credible talent was a must for one who was going to speak for God. Instead of giving Moses a new mouth, or empowering him with the needed gifts of oratory, God decided to be with his mouth.

Ex 4:12 Now therefore go, and I will be with thy mouth, and teach thee what thou shalt say.

Though Moses was deficient in speech, God supplement that with His presence. His presence was the necessary factor to accomplish the task ahead. If he would liberate the Israelites from bondage and set them in the path to their promise, he needs the presence of God to be with his mouth. His credibility as a messenger of God was not his communication skills or his oratory but the presence of God. He was not sent to Egypt to mesmerize the people with wisdom or oratory skills but to liberate them from bondage. He therefore needed a divine influence on his utterance to fulfill this goal. Therefore as long as God was with his mouth, he was well equipped for the task.

What we need in this season are those ministers of God who have God with their “mouth”. A mouth that is excellent in eloquence yet lack the presence of God cannot liberate the people of God into their divine inheritance. We have increased in spiritual information with excellent rhetoric yet many believers are still bound in their “Egypt”. We organize revival meetings and parade good speakers who tickle our ears with biblical information but lack the demonstration of God’s because God is not with their mouth. We are pumped up with rhetoric, hyped with clichés, mesmerized with insightful words yet many believers still remain in their bondage. The divorce rate among believers is increasing, many believers are bound with lust and addictions, our morality stinks and yet we brag about our revelations and our oratory. Eloquence tickles our ears, oratory mesmerizes us yet it is only the anointing that destroys the yoke and removes the burden. If we will be liberated from the bondage of the enemy and ushered into our promised land we need speakers who might be deficient in their oratory skills yet strong in the demonstration of the power of God. We don’t need just good speakers but those who can break the yoke, lift the heavy burden by the power of the anointing and usher us into the promises of God. Our legitimacy as messengers of God is not our oratory skill but demonstration of the Spirit.

1Co 4:19 - 20 But I will come to you shortly, if the Lord will, and will know, not the speech of them which are puffed up, but the power. For the kingdom of God is not in word, but in power.

Mere words do not liberate people from bondage. You cannot convince the devil through a good debate to release his captives. He does not respect oratory but he fears the anointing. The church of God is not a theater for us to parade mere good speakers. Many believers are hurting, discouraged and disillusioned. They need the end-time Moses to come along with genuine divine manifestation. Let us not be impressed with oratory without power. Otherwise, we will be excited with religious information yet lack divine transformation. It is high time we lock ourselves in the presence of God until our mouths are touched with the coal of His presence then can we be His legitimate messengers. We will then speak and the people will bear witness not to our oratory but the manifested presence of the Lord.

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